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Steven Universe ([personal profile] tigermillionaire) wrote2015-04-16 10:16 pm

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<ARCHIMICARUS> hi this is STEVEN UNIVERSE'S channel
<ARCHIMICARUS> if you dont kno where i am i probibly went to the forest....
<ARCHIMICARUS> i'll come back soon!!!
proser: I DONT WANNA GO OUT wait lets go out (god you never understand anything)

<OCTAVE>

[personal profile] proser 2015-07-14 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
[There's a long pause before the next message -- he knows he needs to be honest, but it's not something where the words come easy.]

Seeing you like that brought up some bad memories.
It wasn't something I'd really dealt with yet, or spoken to anyone about.
You got caught in the middle of that.
proser: and I buried it in the dirt (i named your baby Sadness)

<OCTAVE>

[personal profile] proser 2015-07-14 06:50 am (UTC)(link)
It was more the escalation, I think.
It's complicated.
proser: (im going to the cemetery to touch skulls)

<OCTAVE>

[personal profile] proser 2015-07-14 07:10 am (UTC)(link)
[There's another long pause.]

You remind me a lot of my brother.
Before I was brought here, we were both lost somewhere else. Together.
proser: and I buried it in the dirt (i named your baby Sadness)

<OCTAVE>

[personal profile] proser 2015-07-14 07:24 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah.
I didn't handle things very well. I made a lot of mistakes. Eventually it got us separated.
When I finally found Greg again, he was very weak and sick.
The trees were growing around him. He was becoming part of the forest.
We cut him free, but on our way home, we got separated again.
I came here, and Greg...
I don't know where Greg is.
Was.
proser: and you’ll see what i mean (look just kill her)

<OCTAVE>

[personal profile] proser 2015-07-14 07:35 am (UTC)(link)
[It's a few minutes before he responds -- he keeps typing, deleting, and typing something new. The answer he finally settles on is short and to the point.]

Yes. I'm sure.
proser: (im going to the cemetery to touch skulls)

<OCTAVE>

[personal profile] proser 2015-07-14 07:54 am (UTC)(link)
You didn't do anything wrong, Steven.
I should be the one apologizing.
proser: I DONT WANNA GO OUT wait lets go out (god you never understand anything)

<OCTAVE>

[personal profile] proser 2015-07-14 01:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe.

You said your hands changed back.
Are you doing okay?
proser: Contact not found (search Contacts for “Lenore”)

<OCTAVE>

[personal profile] proser 2015-07-15 06:51 am (UTC)(link)
Tell me about it.
proser: (im going to the cemetery to touch skulls)

<OCTAVE>

[personal profile] proser 2015-07-16 12:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[The gap isn't a long one, but there's enough time between messages to be noticeable.]

I'm glad you're doing okay now.
proser: and you’ll see what i mean (look just kill her)

<OCTAVE>

[personal profile] proser 2015-07-16 12:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Not wanting to see you was never the problem.
None of this is your fault, Steven.
This is just something where I still have a lot to work through.
Edited 2015-07-16 12:55 (UTC)